I cried all day yesterday about baby Isaac. That is just so sad. My heart is broken for his mommy. Something funny did happen yesterday that I thought I would share with you to lighten the mood.
I was crying and standing in the kitchen fixing the boys' lunch and decided to tell them how much I loved them. I told them that I loved them with my whole heart... I told them how proud of them I am... I told them how I loved being their mommy and how thankful I am to God that He gave them to me... I went on and on and on. They were sitting at the bar. Tears were rolling down my face as I turn around to finish making sandwiches. I knew this would be so special for them to hear how much their mommy loved them. As I finished the sandwiches, I said, "there is only one
Person who loves you more than mommy... and that is Jesus. He loves you more than mommy or daddy or mimi..." When I turn back around to hand them their lunch, there were only 2 empty seats! Those turkeys were in my bedroom watching Ratatouille while I was having my special moment. I just imagined them giggling and tip-toeing out of there. I got so cracked up. Oh well, I guess they already know how much I love them. That's good.
Then I started not feeling so good and told Tim I wanted to lay down after he got home from work. I started chilling and my lymph nodes started swelling. I couldn't move because I was so cold. I stayed there all night and just moaned. I was so miserable. My fever got up to almost 104 this morning. I feel awful and I don't know what is going on. Please pray that it is just a no-big-deal virus. It is really scary after being on so many antibiotics the possibility of getting a super-infection. I was really afraid in the night time. I am still not doing good. My fever is hovering around 102. I had blood work done today and, Praise the Lord!, that my babysittter was able to come and help me with the boys this afternoon. I am in bed with my laptop and that is where I will probably stay until tomorrow.
I did get some really fun pictures of the boys that I am dying to post if I can get enough energy to go to the other computer and upoad them. Check back later.