The only downside of blogging is that sometimes I wake up in the night and think that a blog stalker is about to break in and "get" us. I think, "oh no, I have put way too much out there and now the weirdo has found us". My kids' beds are for sure empty because the weirdo has gotten them!
Well, that happened last night. I woke up because I had a dream that Tim's friend (who I will not name because I am now scared to death of them) killed him on the golf course. As crazy as my dreams usually are, they always seem SO REAL. So in my dream, I was yelling at "Tim's friend" and trying to strangle him. So, I layed in bed with my arms and legs wrapped around Tim (he loves that when he is trying to sleep- I call him a sleep snob when he complains). I just wanted to be as close to him as possible and listen to him breathe. That's when I started thinking I should make my blog private so the boys won't get kidnapped and so Tim won't get killed by his friend on the golf course. I know, I know... that makes absolutely no sense but it made perfect sense to me at 4:00 am.
Now that the sun is coming out and Tim is awake and gone to breakfast with another friend (who was not the killer), I am inching back into reality where the older two boys are in their beds (thank the Lord) and Lake is eating breakfast. I told Tim that if there has ever been a reason to stop golfing, this was it!!! He said, "did he kill me with a nine-iron?" .
So, as much as I want to come and take my blog down in the night, I guess I am not going to do it because what in the world would I do with all the time I waste on the computer- clean my house??? and I love meeting other moms, and I love posting pictures, and I love journaling so I can remember these years that I know I won't. And I don't want to make my blog private because signing in can be annoying and I don't want to exclude anyone.
So... any "weirdos" out there- GO AWAY!!!! and Lord.. please protect our little family...